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2006-09-15T20:14:00.000+08:00

Dear reader,

Sorry for the lack of updates on my behalf. I've been so busy ever since I came back from Singapore and with the awful flu and fever that I'm having, I have yet to pick myself up. I didn't go to school on Monday and Tuesday cos I just couldn't. I went on Wednesday and then didn't again on Thursday. I don't know why I even bothered going on Wednesday anyways.

I've been having SAT classes at the MOD since Monday and well, they've been fun but they constantly drain me. I have school in the morning and then in the afternoon I have SAT classes til 6pm. Sigh. Just incase your wondering, I got the conditional offer for the MOD Scholarship :) Amy and Vivi got it too. Its amazing how all three of us got selected. Hee.

I've finally gotten around to finding and choosing a university that doesn't require SAT II results and I did, and I'm happy :) I've downloaded the forms, printed them and now all I gotta do is fill them in and get all the required stuff, and then mail them off to America before the end of October. Whoopeedoo.

Singapore was . . . simply amazing. That's actually an understatement. Its so hard to put into words the awesome people I met, the simply stunning atmosphere, the truly enjoyable moments . . Sigh. The fights, the laughter, the late nights, the nervousness, the tears - all that we shared in 10 days isn't at all easy to describe using words.

I posted this in my journal but I'll post it here again; to the 9 bridgers, YOU GUYS ROCK MY SOCKS! We are the greatest actors and debaters ever, and not to forget, the FIRST EVER too! I will always love you guys to death. I don't know where Alvin and the cute fat round kid comes in, but yeah, you guys are included as well :) Thank you for the people who haven't been judgemental, especially my Bhangra Sisters, about the actions that I've done and decisions that I've made. You guys are my angels :)

I don't really feel like saying anything more. It's not really something I like to talk about at times. I promise pictures soon!

2006-09-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Syafiqah [11/9]
Happy Birthday Hadi [11/9]

Heya =)

10.30pm.

I decided to blog since CNN's online live TV coverage [CNN Pipelin] is lagged and buffering. I wouldn't blame them, i would blame the Espeed connection. Can't be bothered to go all the way down to watch CNN so i guess id just have to wait paitiently till it comes back on.

Im waiting the live coverage of the Fifth Anniversary of US Attack on Nine-Eleven and World Trade Center Commemoration Ceremony. It still gives me the heeby jeebies just thinking about what has happened on this very day, 5 years ago. I think it was roughly about this time 5 years ago, where i was behind my PC, screaming on top of my lungs, calling out for my family members after seeing a live coverage on CNN. Its really depressing.

11.35pm. The continuation.

Okay so my dad had to use the internet so hey why not walk on down to watch CNN. To my disappointment it's not as exclusive as it is on CNN online (CNN Pipline). I guess keeping its reputation as a world wide news broadcast; it does have to deal with other global issues as well and not just concentrate on one particular event even though based in the US. So im back here, blogging offline.

"Islamophobia", a word created by the westerns to express their deep concerns and emotions of what has happened 5 years ago today that is still haunting them inside. I was shocked yet I managed to laugh at it but who ever came up with the word must be seriously insane and racist towards muslims' in general. Not going to get too political, but I don't think they'd fancy the word 'Christianophobia' or some where close enough to that word.

"It seems like it was just yesterday". Personally, time flies by so fast for it to already be the fifth year of the attacks on nine-eleven but for those who have lost their love ones in the catastrophe have spent 5 hard years in agony just to get through with time and life itself. Overall, the day itself is just a very moving one. I guess that is why the MSN messenger won't sign on. Maybe a day of silent in commeration to the day.

Being back in school, I was not one bit excited. Woke up extremely late and I ended up reaching school around 9. Was definitely good seeing familiar faces again but the atmosphere was a bit dull as, well Bobo, Vivi and Amy weren't there but I am hoping that they would be present tomorrow. Bobo messaged me earlier in the day and it was good hearing from her. Glad she’s back =) During back, I was deeply in a conversation with sMellykins and dillah when all of a sudden a bunch of my other friends, assuming it was Shirley, Zyra and Shubs who started singing happy birthday and it was not until the 2nd verse of the song that I was like "ohh whoo are we singing it too?" and within a quick realisation, i blushed to when they said my name. Awww thanks you guys! You could have done better! Your voices were all so weak! Haha, kidding, but thanks anyways =) I appreciate the gesture. I received a lovely glittery candle from Zyra =).

My parents are back =) I didn't think I would actually miss them that much. Tears were forcedly held back upon their departure but upon their arrival back home, seeing my mum and just running up to her to give her a great huge big hug; I couldn't hold it back this time. I was crying like a baby but of course in tears of happiness. Something terrible happened to my mum during her visit there but i all glad she back safe and sound. =)

Well its getting a tad bit late so I hitting the sacks. Take care you all =)

2006-09-10T19:21:00.000+08:00

Heya =)

Happy Birthday to Emily [10/9]
Happy 19th Birthday to Dalila [10/9]
Happy Birthday to Metis [10/9]

And a great birthday to who ever celebrates their's on the 10th =)

Its the last day of the school term break holidays and it marks my 19th birthday =) im happy because i had my babyboy<3 right next to me at the struck of 12 to sing to me =) and of course my ever most annoying loving siblings. A few hours before that we had to stop by at sayang's friend's place, Nik? Nick? who had his birthday yesterday.

Happy Belated Birthday to Alex [9/9]

My adik Carrie, was first to sms me at the struck of twelve and as well the first to tag on my board. I dunno how you do it babe but thanks *hugs* lovessss you tonnessss! The mood was a bit slow as i didn't get nonstop sms's as i did years before at the struck of 12 but heyyy it ain't all about fame =) i gradually received my birthday wishes through SMS, My tagboard, Emails, MSN, Myspace and Friendster. Thank you to all! It really placed the cherry on top of it all =) Im not going to name them all cause there were A LOT! haha but thank you to all! really =) there are still two people on my top most VIP list who still have yet to wish me =( but im sure they havent forgotten.. AND IF THEY HAVEEE! *HMPF* haha kidding.

Baby made me a yummy lunch =) thank youuuuu and then surprised me with my birthday cake. =) he is terribly sweet i tell you =) He has put so much effort into making it a special day for me eventhough i was incredibly moody =S -the time of the month ya know? so yeah babee, thanks for everything! love you dearly and youre the ultimate best =)

im sitting at home doing some last minute work on my computer project, sitting at home waiting for my parents to come back from Saudi, sitting at home waiting for my besties to come back. In some ways i cant wait to go back to school to mingle round my friends and see Bobo, Vivi and Amy whom i most dearly miss but sadly they wont be in school tomorrow! so hmpf! lemme see if i cant skip a day off ;) The holidays is almost over and id have to say it was the most challenging one of all. Keeping this house together aint an easy job so when my mum comes back, im going to worship her like mad. Buying chicken for the kitchen is super hard and not my kind of thing. haha i eat, not shop =p

Thank you again for making this my day and pictures soon i promise. take care all of you xoxo

2006-09-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

hey,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KA NANA [06/09]

It's been ages since i've updated or even cared to touch my blog. The holidays have been a total bore! I miss Bobo, Vivi, Amy, who i repeat, are out of the country! grins. Well speaking of my girls, just talked to Vivi. Haha i was that excited! Haha and i know maya was too! hahaha. Zaza's in singapore, Amy is in Philli and im am still stuck here!

Met Santy and Wina a few hours ago. Santy just got back from KL and Wina from KB. Its been a while. San got me a nice butterfly pink pouch.. its prettyy =) thank you dear. I assume its an advance birthday present? =) Speaking of my big Nineteen, im not so excited about it at all i mean i don't know, usually, id be screaming my ass off, counting the days till my birthday starting off from the 1st of Sept but this year, i guess with my parents being away, the besties being away, its a bit lonely buts its alright; i got my BOY<3.

-4 MORE DAYS TILL THE BIG NINETEEN-

Well, i really haven't got much to say. Life is a bore that is till school re-opens =) Once all the exams are settled, us quadruplets can definatley start paying more attention on some other serious stuff and just have a plain ol'good time. i swear! Once everything is out of the way, relaxation and pure fun is all we're having. More holidays ;) and it will all be a blast.

Im plain too tired to be writting some more so im going to pay my babe some serious attention. IM-ing and blogging aint easy to accomplish at both times. Till then. take care. TOODLES xoxo

2006-09-03T12:05:00.000+08:00

Dear Anonymous,

Whatever you say can't hurt me or my bestfriends so i suggest you get lost before you yourself gets hurt. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA your pathethic post are only see as speck of dust in my life and no matter how much of a fan you are or how long you've researched me and Maya or my other friends, you still have managed to get your facts wrong. I don't care if youre stated as "anonymous" or "someoneelse" to know who you are, so unless youre gunna post with your real name so we can all get with it, or tell us what the hell youre here for, you are definatley not welcome. There is no hospitality for you here. Its already sad enough how you have to communication to us with anonymous tags on our tagboards instead of upfront. Yeah its the holidays, less chance of you being squashed by us isit? I don't care, youre not welcomed in the first place so you can kindly leave voluntary or we can block you involuntary =)

Maya- =) You've gotta love the Royal Plaza on Scotts, catered best for Bruneians and the best bit, 3 minutes walk to Far East! I hope you have fun shopping =) Come back with a huge back of goodies ;) And yess id call you real soon.

2006-09-02T17:59:00.000+08:00

Dear reader,

Before I start, to the annonymous taggers: FUCK OFF. I know you have SO much to say to us, but we really don't care. So yeah, I'm not going to reply anything that you've said - why should I? It's all really mindless.

Okay, back to what I was going to type. I'M IN SINGAPORE ALREADYYYY! We're staying at Royal Plaza on Scotts. Our flight got delayed for two hours, so we only left at 12ish instead of 10.40. The flight was awfully bumpy and it made me pretty sick in the tummy when we landed but I'm fine. The Singaporeans are super nice and the internet access in the hotel is simply smashing.

We got our schedule today after we arrived, and tomorrow is SHOPPING DAY! How awsome is that? We got divided into groups already, and Vivi and I are on the same team :) Oh what are the odds? We're even sharing the same room. Hee.

We've got acting coaches and it's all going to be very theatrical. Eeeee! I'm so excited. I gotta go freshen up now, we have a dinner at 7.15pm. Toodles!

2006-09-01T11:21:00.000+08:00

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA once again history repeats itself. This is top notch great entertainment dudes! All i can do i just laugh! Im wee-ing here. hahhahahaha okay so im assuming my loyal fans wants to hear from me..

anonymous says
hey izza bitch...I know You've been diagnosed with HFMD...U got those black-ish spots on your tounge before..Just admit it..

My Reply: HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII bitch!!! oh wowww thank you! i wonder what those were.. you actually took the time to help me find a cure! =) HAHAHAHAHA dudeee its call a birth mark.. ohh waitt i see one on your ass! =)*HIGGHHH FIVEEE GIRLFRIENDDDD*

anonymous says
Hey izza..YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE THOSE ARABIAN LOOKS! Dream on loser!! For your information having Sarawakian heritage doesn't mean ur mix blood! Get it...

My Reply: HAHAHAHAHAHA its "you dont even have an Arabian look" And F.Y.I i dont have too look like one to be one.. HAHAHAHAHAHA who ever said i was mix blood? Oh im sorryy, im assuming you dont want your "whore" heritage to be in you so youre bombarding others with neglections. And yesss I GET IT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

anonymous says
izza is trying soo hard to be like those EURASIANS...hahaha

My reply: OMG like howww do you knowww?! i bought like a box of whitening lotion and it never seems to work.. i guess maybe im trying too hard. And those so called fake accents, yeah i watch too much british soap oprahs, or maybe im mimicking those american accents i see on TV, i can tell you love the way i talk..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

anonymous says
And as for you Maya...U have the BIGGEST nose I ever seen in my entire life...

My Reply: Yahh i knowww you stalked her down way to many times just to make sure you know how big it is.. you have a bigggessttt fuckED-up lifeee.. ROCK ON!!!!!

anonymous says
You "the life of a self-employed model"? Your face is horrendous

My Reply: You actually research me on the net? HAHAHAHAHAHA thank you, id be publishing more pictures very very soon soon so please, research it up.. id mail you the special editions complete with my signiture =)

Liquidicezz fan says
to (anpnymous)..keep it up!

My Reply: HAHAHAHA dudeeeee what is up with thatt? okay wait ahhh.. kjap ahh

A reply to myself: OMGGG IZZAAA YOUREEEEE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOTTTTT! YOURE LIKE SOOOO DAAA POPULARRRR!!!!

Thats all the entertainment you have for now folks! till then, id be waiting =)

2006-08-31T20:39:00.000+08:00

Dear reader,

I just have to prove how pathetic little Miss Anonymous is :)

Just so you think twice before posting with different names, IP Addresses are like finger prints. Not only do they identify you, they are unique to you and you only. No two people can have the same IP Address. I bet you didn't know that. At least now you do, be thankful I'm telling you this so you don't have to embarrass yourself again by doing such a lowly thing. It's bad enough your posting annonymously, but having to pretend to be someone else just to make yourself look good, that's just sad.

2006-08-31T18:27:00.000+08:00

Dear reader,

Yes, I'm going to start with I'm so fudging exhausted. I think I'm going to drop dead soon if all this continues. I'm thankful in about two weeks, I'll be able to get my mind off debate and on studies. Hopefully it goes like that. I went for lunch today with Vivi, Zul, Amy and Jo at Chills and then we went to watch STPRI vs SOAS at the Co-curriculum branch near PAP Masna. SOAS won just incase you were wondering. Vivi chaired and I was time-keeper :) Ooooh! I can't wait to go against St. George's on the 12th although we aren't actually prepared yet and due to the fact that Vivi and I will be in shopping paradise in Singapore and Amy in Phil, it doesn't really give us the greater advantage in prepping and that sucks hairy balls.

I started packing yesterday and I had a hard time keeping the suitcase half empty; I always tend to pack more than I always need. But I managed in the end. All that's missing is the toiletries which I'm going to buy with Vivi, Syai, and maybe Yaz too, tomorrow after our final practise in the morning. We got allowance from RTB, as well as the school, which is pretty awesome - although it wasn't much :) Vivi and I will be collecting the allowance from RTB tomorrow possibly, if they're done with it.

I have to go do my 9 2minute speeches which all us bridgers have to present tomorrow. I will try and blog once I reach Singapore but I think I'll be to busy either with work or shopping :) So til then, Happy Holidays!

2006-08-30T22:00:00.000+08:00

heya =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KA RACHY![30/8]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Amal Pinky![30/8]
HAPPY MERDEKA DAY MALAYSIA!31/8]

this would be a quick post yep. I don't think maya would post any time soon till the end of the holidays so we all wish her and vivi, syai and the rest a very good luck for their bridging debate. Had a chat with my darling sisters the other night. It was a joint convo with Carrie Lai, Jie Cindy and Ka Rachy and somewhere in the convo we have came up with a new affliation - the C-C-CRACK SISTERS pronouced as (Khak-khak-Crack). hahahahaha It stands for Celia, Cindy, Carrie, Rachy, Amy and the C&K are just there to shape the name and to show how crazy we are as a team. Hahaha You guys are sooooo funnyyy thank you for being there for me =) Loves you sisters.

Bobo, syai and vivi are leaving in less then 3/4 days.. excited like mad =) have fun you guys! =) the holidays wont be much of a holiday, not so enthusiastic about it. And guess what i found out... NOW SUDDENLY everyone else decides to pack their bags and leave to the sunny country! geez! Zaza's going, bahit, alex, dill might goo.. what is thiss? the time of the year to go to singapore? You know i would and you all know the situation im in so dont rub it in! hahaha Amy's off to philli so yepp.. its pretty much going to be dead quiet round here. No worries, tonnes of other people to disturb! =)

Went to meet bob/wally for a bit cause well i havent seen her allll summerr and you should really shoot me in the head for that but yeahh she was busy, i was. *sigh* least i got to see her just now. =) After that with Mally, Ben, Amy and Bahit in the car, hee hee, we went of to meet up with Ka Rachy and koko Ameng at empire.;) i likie! hahaha very soo ehemss soo sepasang! Ka rach! he wont read this so dont worry! hahaha *big hugs* she was a big help. We had to sort out some business.

Bo, thanks for everything, you've always been there for me countless times and i thank you sooo much for all you've done. Lovess youu best friends for life bumbum and if ema was here she'd be screaming out "BOOOGGGIEEEE BURITTTTTT" hehehe

The rents are leaving on their umrah mission tomorrow so =) yep.. a wholeeee holiday to me self. it sucks hairy balls cause id be stuck home revising. Not to worry, i gots my boy<3 ;) so yep this was suppose to be a quick update so imma hurry off now ;) take care yaw'l! happy holidays! =)

2006-08-28T17:32:00.000+08:00

Dear reader,

I just came back from bridging practise; I am exhausted and I didn't even go to school today. Imagine if I did, I'd prolly die. So, I finally found out today that we're leaving on the 2nd of September, in the morning most likely and we'll be coming back on the 10th, not sure of the time yet though for that one. OH GOSH IM SO EXCITED! I CAN'T WAIT!

I've got debate stuff up to my forehead, I'm like flooded with it. There's bridging practise tomorrow afternoon again and then a briefing on Wednesday afternoon, and then on Thursday is that ASEAN Debate in the morning or afternoon; I'm not so sure yet. Ugh. On Friday, I'll be going out with Aaron and then maybe the best friends, not sure of that either. And guess what I'm doing on Saturday? Yeap, FLYING OFF TO SINGAPORE BABY!

I have to start packing soon; 4 MORE DAYS TIL I GET TO SHOPPING PARADISE! :D Oh, and of course, MEETING AWESOME PEOPLE AND DOING AWESOME THINGS! YAY! I'm so frigging excited. Btw, whoever that is who wants to read our older entries, I don't think I'll put up the archive; I'm a tad bit too lazy to do that right now. I'll have to search for the dumbass code and that's just tedious so I'll think about it :)

Btw, Bobo told me that Ema told her that they got back their Literature Paper 5 back. Shit. Hopefully I did alright *crosses fingers*

2006-08-28T16:37:00.000+08:00

Got this off at Jie Jie Cindy's Blog and since im jobless at the moment, =) why not.

1.Best place to cry?
. erms, i donno.. in my room i guess

2. Missing someone right now?
. Yeah.. my boy and a whole lot of people.

3. The person/people you love the most?
. My boy and my best friends & friends

4.Tell us your dream last night...
. didnt have one?

5. Ever hate someone so bad?
. Ho yeah! want me to list em' out?

6. The biggest lie you heard?
. Hahaha tonnes! Stupid yet hilarious

7. Ever lied to someone you love the most?
. i guess

8. What's the worst thing you've ever done?
. anything can be classified as 'worst' if you start to regret

9. Wanna be someone else than ur self?
. Uhhh, not reallyy.. actually ya i do but not so.. okay nevermind no.

10. Ever slap someone?
. Uhmm No?

11. Last time u cried?
. A few days ago?

12. Biggest crush?
. Hee hee for me to know and for you to find out. ;)

13. Last mall u went to?
. uhh? huh? Brunei has only one mall? so err yahh..

14. Last memorable song you heard?
. =) all of a sudden i turn forgetful

15. Last person that hates you?
. Hoooo tonnes!

16. Reasons why you hate someone?
. Tonnes of reasons

17. Biggest lie you said?
. And i should reveal it because...?

18. What u wanna say to someone that u love?
. I LOVEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU...

21. where you at?
. Home

22. have you EVER failed a subject at school?
. Yahhhh! and i dont really care cause i was forced into the subject =)

23. what's on your mind?
. I need sleep! sleeep!!! go too sleep!!!

24. Honestly, who are you chatting online with
now?
. Aint online but even if i was it would be the regulars - My boy, Bobo, Ariane

25. what is it that you REALLY should be doing
right now?
. sleeping. hee hee =)

26.have you brushed your teeth today?
. Hahaha what a question. yes.

27. who are your best friends in the world?
. =) my Bobo, the other 2 of the quadruplets Amy and Vivi, Bob (uncertain now), Ariane, Bozo & dodo ;)

28. Honestly, who is the hottest person you
know?
. Haha me! :p ada lah! OMG I KNOW :P

29. Honestly, are you a good friend?
. Like Yaaaahhhh ;)

30. Honestly, do you really think going to
school is important?
. yep, as they all say, education is the key to success =)

31. Honestly, what are your dreams about,
mostly?
. dreams not as in goals yah? errr i have a lot of random ones.

32. Honestly, who/what makes you happy most
of the time?
. My boy and bobo the most, dodo and bozo too =) hehe

33. Honestly, what are you so sad about right
now?
. uhhh.. the afternoon with baby got cancelled cause he aint feeling well and im supposed to be sleeping.

34. Honestly, how old are you now?
. nearly 19=) haha 18 ;)

35. Honestly, what song are you listening to
right now?
. uhh, the airconditioner in my parents room cant stop buzzing? well giving out an aweful sound.

36. Honestly, who do you want to meet at this
very moment?
. My Boy and all my friends (Bru, KL, Spore)!

37. Honestly, where do you like to be kissed?
. =) Its never the location, its the moment that counts.

38.Honestly, do you have a deadly disease?
. Haha do i want too? noo

39.Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
. YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH =) but as ariane would say it "Hate is a very strong word; dislike would be much better" but in this case. ITS HATRED ALL THE WAY BABY!

40.Honestly, who/what do you wanna hug
right now?
. MY BABYBOYYYY.. ;) <3

2006-08-28T13:37:00.000+08:00

Hey you guys!

Its good to be back blogging again, sort of miss it. Qualifyings are over and holidays are around the corner not to mention my 19th =) yayyyyyyyyy! but yep.. Bobo and vivi are off to singapore in a few, my parents are off for umrah, and all i gots is my boy.. off did i mention.. amy ditching me off to philli! darn you people! haha oh well would have gotten on the next flight to KL to visit a dear ol friend ;) Ariane-ku who would get me VIPS for the upcoming annugerah Era but noooooooooooo i have to stay stuck here and cook for my siblings. Nasty.

Had our little girl day out without vivi and instead replaced by roy so it wasnt really a girlie thing but nails, hair and eye-brows were done.. no no they're not anorexic, they look fine =) Dillah should me a fabbbbbbb thing on her camera today and hahahahaha it got me all giggly till the end of school. Its soooo hilarious. All i can say is.. "stiffness" dudeeee. Other than that? Not much. =)

so yeap, imma leave this as it is and wait for anything more exciting to appear then i can blog =) hee hee as for now.. toodles. take care

2006-08-28T12:13:00.000+08:00

Dear reader,

I forgot the code to display the username of the blogger; so until I get the code, you're just going to have to guess which entry is who's. Haha. I'm sorry, but I'm sure you won't have any trouble differentiating between mine and Izza's entries :)

We'll just use this simple, skanky layout until we find a better one, or until I get the initiative and creativity to make a new one. I will have a proper update soon.

Toodles!

2006-08-12T06:57:00.000+08:00

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

that is how sad you are "anonymous", and screw it. Anything you say won't affect me so youre just wasting your time. I dont' care how stuck up you are on how the world revolves around you and how much of a big bad ass you think you are but i seriously dont care. Proves how much i am of an annoyance to you. so yah i can socially laugh around my friends now =) cheerio's

2006-08-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

Dear reader,

I've been so busy, it's crazy. I've hardly had anytime for anything that is not work related. But I enjoy being stuffed with work, it keeps my mind off things that I should not be thinking of and it makes me happy to some extent.

Monday

Had my MOD Interviews; they went alright. It was tough though even though it was in English. The questions were just . . well, stuff I didn't expect to be asked about like "What is it like being mixed and being brought up in a Malay dominant society?" and "What type of values do your parents teach you?" but I managed to scrape through. Hopefully I do fine :)

Tuesday

Vivi had her interviews in the morning and well, according to her they didn't go so well. Mine didn't go down well either so what the heck? The babe's a freaking smarty arse anyways; she can definitely get the grades for it ;) I don't think anything else happened. I really can't remember. Haha.

Wednesday

Went for lunch with Ben, Amy, Vivi, Dilah, Nisha and Zaza at the Mall :) We were sitting, telling jokes and laughing like loud fucks. It was fun. Hee. Then we went around, did some shopping and went back to school. Then later, I went out with Bobo and Zaza to get dresses. I got a bunch of stuff too. Then I accompanied Zaza to get her hair trimmed; we just sat and talked about, well, a lot of stuff ;)

I then went to Euro to get Dilah [my Dilah ;p] something for his birthday. I got him a mug with a poem about footie; it was cute! I wanted to get one for myself but I didn't have enough money with me. Heh.

Thursday

Went for lunch with Ben, Amy, Vivi, Dilah, Melly, Zaza and Mali at Metedoe; later on, Bobo and Roy came. We've finally come up with some sort of design for the tickets. The venue's almost confirmed, money has finally been calculated; by the end of this month we should be done :) YAY!

Then Vivi, Amy, Ben and I sent Dilah home, and dropped the two off at school. Vivi and I had bridging practice for which we had to prepare for a debate tomorrow. In the evening, Vivi came to mummy's centre and we went to Chill together to do our individual research and speeches. Zul came too. The two are so much fun :) Zul told his a bunch of silly army stuff ;) We had so much to eat and I was already stuffed, so I got even more stuffed. Oh well, I love food so I'm not complaining.

See? I've had a tiring week, and I'm almost broke. I need to buy credit soon cause it fucking expires on Tuesday; isn't that just awesome? Gee. I bought a bunch of dvd's last week but I still haven't gotten around to watching even one of them. Exams are next week, bloody drag.

Mine start on the 17th and end on the 26th which actually isn't too long, and I'm sure before I know it, I'll be excitedly packing my bags for SINGAPORE, BABYYYY! There's just so much to look forward too and it's all free. The six of us have got to be some of the luckiest people alive right now, and I'm more than thankful.

2006-08-10T16:56:00.000+08:00

Dear Reader...

=) i finally got my dress today and so the only i need left are heels to match and a bag to fit. =) Saturday is going to be awesome! Sherry has got me UBER excited =) but im still bummed out about amy and the rest. Grrrr. Anyhoo.. i cant care less about any sad people in my school cause haaa haaaa so yah whatever. my boy's going to look handsome. This week has definatley been hectic. saturday night -party all night long. I wonder if all 750 people are allowed to meet the celebs in person like for a minute of chit chat. =) we'd see and find out. take care you peeeps.. Purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

2006-08-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

Dear reader,

I'm sick of all the hatred you throw to my friends and I. At first, I didn't care but now, it has just gotten annoying and I can't take it anymore. Call me a chicken if you like, or you could just stick to whatever name you're calling me now; whatever. If it's so hard for you girls to back off, I will and whether you take this as an apology, a pathetic excuse to chicken out or the fact that you girls have "won" - I don't think I could care less anymore. I just want you to leave me alone and get off my back.

Thank you.

2006-08-07T19:44:00.000+08:00

People read, they leave and comment and then they get themselves in a whole lot of trouble. Id like to think at times that people are so full of themselves thinking that the exact description noted fits their personality and behaviour. Then again, they can only assume and wish that it is them that im talking about when really, all this time its about someone else. People these days.. really!

Im in a horrible mood; would like to get nasty but then again id save some action for myself.I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SCHOOOLLL dont you? You can get ALLL THE ATTEENTTIONNN THAT YOUD EVER WANT! anyone who'd ever think what ive just said is serious, has got to have the word sarcasim of their heads. im outties.. things just dont impress me easily anymore. Boast up the excitement level will you please

2006-08-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

Dear reader,

So, we managed to come across all the daily "confessionzz" and you know what I think? Okay, apart from being a huge joke, let me give you my two cents :) I remember them anonymous taggers once saying that they were not pathetic enough, like I was, to have a blog and bitch about people. Apparently, they are as "pathetic" as I am because they do have blogs and they do bitch about people like all the time. You don't see me doing that do you? Take this as an exception.

I like being the bigger person of the two, not literally bigger, but I'm sure you know what I'm on about. Like daddy always says "take the highway", and I'm trying that. Only about one more month left, and it's bye-bye you, hello world.

Me, Izza and Amy

Us again :)

Amy, Me, Vivi and Amy ;; BFF <3 src="http://i73.photobucket.com/albums/i210/yayakins/4.jpg">
Hee

Me and Izza

And again

Amy and Vivi

And them sexy ladies again

My MOD practical tests were mind-numbing. No, they did not consist of running, swimming and all that; it consisted of essay writing, problem solving, speech writing and delivery as well as group debate :) If it wasn't so long, and if it wasn't in the afternoon, I don't think I would have complained so much. I had a massive headache after I was done. Hopefully everything goes alright.

Yesterday was the selections for the Bridging Minds 2006 in Singapore in September, and that was just nerve wrecking. We had to act and seriously, that was FUN! I liked that bit. The bit where we were told who made the team was the bit that gave you that sick feeling in your stomach. I was holding, well actually, squeezing Vivi and Fai's hands so hard, they could have turned blue and dropped off. Vivi, Fai, Syai and I were all holding hands in the order we were sitting and guess what?

ALL FOUR OF US MADE THE TEAM!

*squeals and jumps around excitedly* The second speaker of the MS team made it too, so there you go, the five of us are off to Singapore in about four weeks time. I CAN'T FREAKING WAIT! I'm chatting with Nat, and the girl is so excited. Haha. This year, it's going to be a drama-like thing so we'll be going to this drama/acting school in Singapore and be taught about acting and all for two days. Exciting no? It kind of hurt to see the other two MS-ians cry cause they didn't make it; it must have hurt real bad.

When the four of us stepped outside, we all felt like jumping and screaming cause we were so damn happy but we couldn't because that would have just been insensitive so we had a little group hug, and you know what? I think this year is going to be beyond smashing and I really, really am ecstatic about it :)

I just realised that my MOD interview is on Monday; pray for me and wish me luck ;) xoxoxo

2006-08-02T16:46:00.000+08:00

-wrote this like yesterday but i didnt finish cause i was too tired so im posting it up today kay.-

Heyya =)

just came back from like a really hectic day and the day before yesterday. Was at the airport sending Ariane and Tara off. i miss them now =( its been two freaking years since i last saw them and well im just glad i had two days with them. it was awesome. =) ARIANEEEEE, TARAAAAA come back sooonnn =)

So like today after my lessons were over, Roy picked me up and i came home to change and we went too look for those funky photo frames.. it took us quite some time to get everything done by being an hour late than we were suppose to, doesnt matter, im glad they liked our present. =) We went to the pool an hour later, was suppose to have lunch at Pantai Restaurant but there were VIP's there and we werent really dressed up so we had lunch at the pool deck. The burgers are MASSIVE! Baby was the only one to finish his burger, the rest were either nearly there or not even close at all :p As we were about to leave, khalilah showed up with her sisters and her cuteeee adorable little brother. was awesome. i thought bumping into a royality two days running was a huge luck for Ariane and Tara. haha ;) after that we all rushed to get ready for the airport =(

Yesterday, i slept over =) wheeee, was hilarious~ it started from early morning. Ariane changed her money, and we brought them round the mall first before having lunch since they werent really hungry. Got a few stuff here and there =) even bumped into *her* ^ ^ she was like everywhere.. course it was purposely, what a fag. Anyhoo then after going one round, we went to Nyonya to have lunch. Prince mateen and his friends were there too and Ariane couldnt stop complimenting on how cute he was and how he'd be a good match for Sofiyah. hehe =) After lunch, made a few pitstops and all we did was tour brunei. Had a few picture sessions here and there and yah thats about it. Nothing much to see but we had fun. Went back to empire to see sunset but it was much of a disappointment since it was a bit cloudy but oh well. Went back to the room and rest, ariane prayed and we went out to bandar. Its funny how they find the stalls here better than chow kit road. well okay in sense of safety and all its better but its more or else the same. Tara went crazy over a chocolate pilliow which was her favourite. haha.. The smell made them hungry so we went off to Roy's store to have mee soto =) it never fails to impress me ;) Happy star was next and seriously, ive never seen anyone go nuts over huge pens before haha.After that it was just cruising around and a stop at supasave to get chips and dip for the late night swim but unfortunatley everyone changed their minds at the last minute so we had our chips and dip in the room. i dozed out pretty early cause i had to go to school the next day =(

the day before that Mum, ema and me picked up them up right after malay tuition and well had to wait for a freaking hour cause they didnt know they were suppose to fill out forms and all but its all cool =) Got settled into the room and mum brought them out for a brunei crusine. haha ambuyat? errr havent had it in ages but it was not bad.. tasted a bit different but oh well. Had satay after that where we met up with a german lady and yap =) all's good. a trip to the palace and then we went back. was a tiring day but its all good

so yah im tired so imma sleep. pictures soon

2006-07-31T09:24:00.000+08:00

Dear reader,

I have got to have the best friends ever :) I didn't go to school today, and Vivi and Amy just dropped by my house to pass me a pair of baju kurongs for me to wear later for my practical tests. Such sweethearts. They couldn't stay long but its okay. I was like so delighted to see them.

I'm starting to pick up the broken pieces and you know what? I'm doing pretty good, for now. I mean, that disgusting empty feeling is still there but its okay, I can't expect everything to be perfect. Thank you Izza, Vivi, Amy, Amal, Ben, Nisha and everyone else who's helping me get through this. It means ever so much.

Wish me luck for later, I'm really nervous about it. Hopefully, I'll do ~~fine~~ awsome ;) Oh, and before I forget:

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY HAZELNUT! <3

May all your hopes, wishes and dreams come true :) Have a smashing day babe. I love you. ooXxxOOxxXooXo ;p

2006-07-30T10:18:00.000+08:00

Dear reader,

I promised pictures and here they are :) I keep my promises quite well no? These are from Friday night at the Brunei International Tatoo ;)

Amy and I

My cute ballerina-like shoes :)

Picture taking

China

Me and Nisha

Me and Emma

Me, Emma and Nisha

I think this was when we had to wait for the "Sultan" to come

Still waiting ;p

Me and Nisha

Me and Emma

Me and Amy's cute ballerina-like shoes ;)

Amy, Me and Emma

Us again

Ben, Amy, Me, Emma, Nisha and Izza

Me and Emma

Brunei?

I think its Brunei

Me and Emma

Me, Emma and Nisha

Purdy lights

:)

Indonesia I think

Indonesia again

Glowing Australia :)

Me and Emma tried to glow too ;p

Don't remember which country this was

I have a whole load more of pictures from Thursday which I will post sometime soon :) Pray for me and wish me luck for tomorrow. I'm seriously nervous about it. Toodles!

You told me "I won't loose you." ;; I think you just did.

2006-07-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

Dear Izza Bo,

Thank you for everything. I love you. What would I do without you? You're such a great best friend. I can't thank you enough for always being there for me.

HERE.

2006-07-29T17:12:00.000+08:00

Hey =)

[/edited] OKAY TODAY OFFICIALLY SUCKS!!! FINITO! [/edited]

So as you know, the other half as already filled you guys up on the yesties events so i need not say anymore. Ka Diyana is still in KL *that bitch* hahaha LOVEEEE YOU KAAA!!!! sheesh she better come home with pressies. Bobo's leaving me during the hols with either Amy or Vivi or maybe both! to Singapore for Bridging and i must say it sucks balls because they'd be away during my birthday! Hell! i cant have my birthday celeb without my boyfie and my besties, course Roy would still be here but *frowns*. Oh wells.. least i can boast it off saying "HAAA HAAAA my besties got choosen to represent brunei and you didntt! haaa haaa" bit childish but hey, whatev's cause i can still rub it in, in "your" faces and you still wouldnt have a proper comeback for it losers.

So yeah earlier apologies for my pissy mood. Ive been acting all moody and bitchy the whole day and that "bitch" had some nerve trying to pick up a fight. Who even gives the middle finger anymore and has the nerve to run away after that. Talk about immature yet ive been taking the label. Yah Right! Uh-huh. Are you even suppose to be in college? What? did you have to shag your way through just to get an entry? ^ ^

anyhoo.. the tatuu? event has only made me more angry after seeing tonnes of MOD officers *no duh* around. ^ ^ "Hello" is going it to get it too.. That practically ruined my whole month in August but yah whatever, im only looking forward to Ariane and Tara's arrival tomorrow. Yayysssss =) its gunna be awesome ;) its been like 2 solid years since ive last seen them and its going to be great! ;) Bo, if it was a thursday or a saturday, id drag you over for a sleep over but i myself aint sleeping over so sigh.. maybe next time kay *hugs* so anyways its going to be "da" bomb"zzzz". Hahaha.. id be seeing you guys around ;)

oh and, maya would be incharge with the photo's cause i've a bit of a technical problem around here so im in a slight disadvantage.toodles

2006-07-29T15:53:00.000+08:00

Dear reader,

Sometimes I wish the earth would just split open in half and swallow me whole.

I was chosen to represent Brunei in the 10th Bridging Minds held in Singapore this year. You'd expect me to be extremely overjoyed, I was expecting to be extremely overjoyed, but somehow that feeling hasn't even crossed me, at all.

Initially Amy was chosen too, but she just messaged me and told me that someone called her and she told me that she's not going. Hopefully Vivi goes *crosses fingers* Cause right now, all I know is that there are two MS chicks + Fai; I don't know who the fifth person is. Pray it's Vivi.

The International Tatoo performance last night was AWSOME! Amy, Ben, Emma, Nisha, Bobo, Roy & Bobo's siblings came. It was such a pity that I had to leave after only watching 8 countries perform. There were still about 5 more left. Indonesia was breathtaking; they were so good! The girls said China was good too, but I didn't get to see them perform :( Countries to watch out for: Brunei, Indonesia and China :) And of course, the gorgeous fireworks are a must-not-miss thing. Everything else is just . . blah.

I still have that gross sick feeling in my tummy and I don't feel too good. Maybe I'm just nervous about my practical tests on Monday, but I know it's more than that. I can't believe in about a month's time, I'll be flying off to Singapore for 10 days and I'm not even a tad bit excited. Sigh.

Pictures soon! I promise :)

2006-07-28T16:50:00.000+08:00

what of a bad luck can anyone else get. I seriously don't get why MOD had the briefing earlier on with everything all set out. I guess they were just worried how long this thing will take and decided to short list everyone. ITS PISSING ME OFFFFFFFFF!!! GEEZ im gunna throw a whole lot of tanthrum tonight. fuck it

2006-07-28T13:31:00.000+08:00

Dear reader,

Initially my MOD practical test date was supposed to be on the 5th of August in the morning and I was in syndicate 7 with Amy but about an hour ago, I got a call from them and guess what? They reshuffled the syndicates and now I'm in syndicate 2, and guess when my practical test is now?

IT'S ON MONDAY!

As in Monday the 31st of July. Bloody fuck. I would love to say some really nasty stuff, but not here because if I do get this scholarship, I am going to work with them so its best I keep my mouth shut.

I don't even know who's in my syndicate. How much more unlucky could I get? I was looking forward to enjoying watching Tatoo tonight but I think all this anxiety has killed my mood.

Fuck.

2006-07-27T21:11:00.001+08:00

Dear reader,

Yes, I'm blogging with the best friend :) I couldn't be arsed to open a new blog, yet alone unlock my LJ so yes, I decided to blog with my bobo twin.

Most of the girls went to Empire yesterday to get the prices, food, venue and everything else sorted out. We've finally gotten around to planning and assignment of tasks and stuff like that. I can't wait until the real day, which I'm sure will be beyond smashing ;)

We went to excapade for lunch; Vivi, Zul, Amy, Ben, Syubbs, Hazwan, Bahit, Dilah, Emma, Melly, Amal, Bobo and I :) There were a bunch of hitches and snags, but it's alright, we get through everything together quite well. Then I went with Bobo, Ben and Amy to watch Lady in the Water. It's not as scary and daunting as I expected it to be. It was pretty much like a fantasy or fairy tale kind of genre.

DST had a glitch for like a few hours, so we couldn't seem to call, message or check for credit for some weird reason. So, we decided to just go walking around and we ended up eventually at the tuition centre, where we did, guess what? We played scrabble; Bobo, Amy and I. Haha. Yes, we're very intellectual people ;) And after scrabble, we played dominoes and we tried to make a heart shape, and it fell nicely the first time but Bobo didn't record it right, so we had to do it again, and it just looked retarded.

I finally watched Pirates of the Caribbean 2 and Superman yesterday with the little brother :) Aaron paid for the tickets so I didn't really mind having to watch two movies which were about two an a half hours each in one go. Jhonny Depp is to die for ;) And as for Superman . . I don't think I need to say anything. He's damn fine ;) Superman's kid is so adorable! When I get a son, he is so having that kind of moppy, cute, curly/wavy hair :) I like.

There's a lot of stuff I missed out here; it's what I call censorship because apparently some people can't seem to mind their own business so unless you're on my LJ, which not many people are, don't bother clicking HERE; it's exclusive for those on my Friends list.

Much love; xoxoxo

2006-07-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

you know what seriously pisses me off? Muts! SHORT FREAKING MUTS! arrogant big headed ones too.. those who wouldnt take no for an answer. Even if youre right, hahahaha they'd still bash you up with all these pathetic stories and excuses to ruin your bloody life. haha hilarious yet annoying. Ive got enough weirdo's in my school to get me through the year as it already is.. Pain to my eyes! yet it gives me tickles in my tummys cause its just sooo blooodddyy hilarrioussss!! i seriously have to start immating them. hahahaha..

you gots bitchy rusty, you gots pumba, you gots cinabingbing, you got froggie alien you gots corpse bride, theres lisp, hooker, rodent, physco hahaha all sorts of diverse abnormal cultures around you. DILL!!!! WHERE ARE YOUUU!! shit i seriously have to become your fariza now.. making you stay up with me till 5am just to bitch bout people. hahaha well i gots my bobo but she needs her beauty sleep :p plus i can always catch up with her the next day kan babe? i tell you everything anyways

"You gots to love your best friends"

Oh and best news there is.. My boy's still attached to me freako! im sorry he wasnt good enough for any of you to shag.. hahaha.. aint so attractive now are ya! and no he's not cheating on me and how you wish he was.. haha in your faces. im sorry if you had boys cheating on you but bare in mind you are providing yourselves for free so dont expect anything in return. In great dismay i may have to call you nympho's!

i love blogging dont you? im seriously going to piss myself laughing if i find any repeated words on a webpage and were resources are always available. Haa haaaa even if there are some sort of similarities.. haha i wouldnt be able to translate any of that crap english.. dont speak the language? keep your mouth shut.. you have people fom all 5 continents dissing your asses now! haha bad repu i must say..

i love being a bitch. call me a bitch. love the ring to it. again all i gotta say.. least im tall and skinny! hahaha and you'd think it'd be better of as a critique. haha limited vocab leads you to a comedy of messed up knotts which id instantly pay upfront for a VIP seating. I still suggest a verbalize session but i guess some are just uncapable of even trying to begin the sentence without even touching the words "DA" and :Gals". You may wanna include "Suxxx", "Roxxzzz", "Actly" and whatever that actually means! id gladly take this subject up as a profession after graduating from a straight ace master degree of whoring majoring in bitching publishing a thesis of more than 500 pages in a volume of one section in a book. "FAMOUSS KALI AYYEE!!" HAHAHAHA

Hypocrisy is inevitable but challenging it is a whole heck of fun! ;) toodles and sweet dreams dudes

2006-07-25T00:22:00.000+08:00

=)

Best Friends are for life =) 9 people into a voltswagen golf =) accomplish it ;) What would you do if you dont have your best friends.. id dead! Okay a day in school without bobo, vivi and maya is like a day without sunshine.. no mel, no dillah, no amal, no nisha, no emma, no zaza and the other girlies round me.. is just plan boringg! so yeah =) you gotta love your besties and your friends =)

i have to get together with the quadruplets soon to rehearse everything last minute for the practical test soon. eik im furking scaredddd! wait no more like nervous. So life is plain and boring.. Ka diyana is enjoying her ass in KL now while im stuck here with nagging parents and books.. least i got my boy kan =) he's pretty busy himself these days helping his gran with their business. i cant wait till the year is over. Like id seriously be relieved!

WHAT AM I TO DO?!!!!! GIVE MEEE ENTERTAINMENT! Where are the critiques when you need them? haha for all anyone knows, im still closed, oh well this blog is for the sake of it.. its only open just to be open. Im posting else where. mwah take care.. toodles

2006-07-23T00:31:00.000+08:00

Hey you guys!

so like yeah decided to start blogging again cause i absolutely miss blogging and just blabbing off about good dear ol' me! =) and yeahh there's no excitement without the life in cyberspace.. feel free to tag. Im missing the attention im used to be getting. so now im gonna do what i always do.. recap on whats been happening lately in life =)

So there was a little birdie who told me that i was skinny.. Like OMG! NOO DUHHH!!! Gee you just found out?! what are you blind? Like no seriously.. i actually dont mind being called skinny.. petite to be more exact cause i rather be "skinny" rather than being called SHORT, STOMPED and FAT. Im so glad i grew out of that phase and i am now of a decent height and gladly enough i dont have to wear heels to reach to where i am now. Ive recently had something that was and still is bugging me alot - people with bad english! HO lord~ want an example? "Me and my gals are so da roxxx! we are always rulezzz.. every1 around is suxxxzzz" Geez can it get any worst? Would seriously like to advise to those who have previously and still is talking like this, if you cant speak the language, then dont cause its just making yourself look bad. Seriously.

School? Great! Nothing better than school. everyone has to love school and everyone in it! Love life?! ohhh thats the best part.. you see.. we're still together =) Me and my boy =) yess we are. Its been good these days.. i let him go out with his Female cousins, he lets me go out with mine.. no biggie.. and being brunei, what do you know, My boy goes out to watch a movie with his FEMALE cousin and the next thing you know, i hear rumours that he's cheating on me.. BWAHAHAHAHAHA completely hilarious. Yah just cause my boy's out with another girl doesnt mean he's cheating on me. We do have other FRIENDS whom we regularly meet you know. Oh so im out with my MALE friend and im suddenly cheating on my boy? hahaha hokay whatever you say. I cant believe how many bitches there are yet alone in Brunei itself. Its either im too perfect for you so get outta my way or she's the type of person who steals other people's partners. ^ ^ gross.. stop shagging will ya now dammit!

My friends and me.. we're awesomee! hahaha "we da roxxx" hahahaha.. Im seriously going to shoot myself alive if i ever end up talking like that. we're great,couldnt be better, we're planning to go to the great wall of china to see what resemblance we have to it hahaha inside joke. anyhoo i need to sleep. love me! =) take care